So, a lot of your folks have probably heard about me having difficulty starting the job in the retirement home and me having my doubts about everything.

Well I suppose it is about time I make some moves and stop trying to wait for everything to fix it by itself. I am going to quit there as it really is not something that would fit me. Yes it may be an option to get some experience. But it is nothing I am going to pursue further. I will quit and that is my decision. I made a lot of grave mistakes by not wanting to make other people mad or uncomfortable or sad or even stand in their career.

It is time to be selfish, I will try to pursue another way and hopefully find something quick. Sorry for the mass OOC lately, I am not feeling way. And this job would have made me more sick

  • ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) : relationship status?
  • ಠ_ಠ: what is your biggest pet peeve?
  • (ಥ_ಥ): finish this: i hate it when...
  • ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ: what is your favorite animal?
  • (☞゚ヮ゚)☞ ☜(゚ヮ゚☜): who is someone you can tell everything to?
  • (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ: are you a hugger?
  • (╯°□°)╯︵ ʞooqǝɔɐɟ: besides tumblr, do you have any other social media?
  • ﴾͡๏̯͡๏﴿?: how old are you?
  • (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻: what are your thoughts on school?
  • | (• ◡•)| (❍ᴥ❍ʋ): favorite tv show?
  • (ง'̀-'́)ง: are you okay?
  • (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧: sexual orientation?
  • ┬┴┬┴┤(・_├┬┴┬┴: are you a people person or a loner?
  • ლ(ಠ益ಠლ): do you have any siblings?
  • ಠ╭╮ಠ: have you ever self harmed?
  • (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ: have you ever been in love?
  • (☞゚∀゚)☞: would you rather be hugged by a bunny or kissed by a doe?
  • (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻: how do you let your anger out?
  • ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ: are you active?
  • ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪: what are your favorite band(s)/artist(s)?
  • (╯°□°)╯︵(\ .o.)\: who is your least favorite person?
  • ♥‿♥: tell us about your crush!
  • ◔̯◔: what time is it?
  • ◕‿◕: what is your guilty pleasure?
  • ◔ ⌣ ◔: are you a virgin?

Silent chuckle as nasus retreats into his library. “I will never show them the way”


Anonymous asked: Hey. you got this! There is nothing you cant do! you have got this job in the bag you are so awesome!

Thank you for your sweet words… I fear it really to start the work there *sigh* I have worked in a retirement home before hence why I know how it is going to be


fiddlesticks-themasteroffear asked: A librarian with a dog head? What is with this world. I've been summoned for a day and I've already seen the weirdest things... Now, Nas-us, if that's how you say it, what is some information about this world? Why do you have a dog head? Where am I, in the first place?

"My, my Fiddlestick. Suffering amnesia? This is Runeterra, or perhaps in the current state it is maybe less. Welcome to the Library, shurima and the worlds greatest Archive. I gather informations around the world and give them free for people to learn from. I even act as a teacher." he chuckled a little as he twitched his ears on purpose. "I am maybe resembling what you knew as a ‘dog’ or a ‘jackal’ but let me reassure you, I am far more then that. I am from an ancient race from another world. A Guardian to guide the mortals on their onto the future. That is why I am a librarian and teacher by trade"



Anonymous asked: ok who is azir? bc you wrote "Azir is making me uneasy..." is that a book character

"Azir is the new member that joined the League, you should be able to look it up quite nicely" he chuckled a little. "But if you don’t find the right information perhaps you should look into the news section of the library"


kona-the-hybrid asked: "Hey Nasus? I keep hearing about this rumor about 'The emperor returning', do you know anything about this? Or who they are?"

"Don’t approach this man Kona", Nasus mood immediately swung to serious as he heard Kona ask about the Kona. "The ‘Emperor, as what he claims to be is named Azir. He but a fool, clinging to the past, not able to face the future. If you speak with him, he will certainly offer you a place in his reign, but these are just sweet words for his goal. The past is what we learn from to succeed in the presence as we prepare the time for the future" he spoke quietly turning away from Kona. "This man has lost his sense for it. Power hungry and lost… a hollow shell"


fiddlysticker asked: "Nasus, is there anything in your expansive library that would help me with what to do while I am stuck in this body?" The harbinger motioned to his current human form, dressed in a suit with a cane that has a silver crow at the top, "Even the small amount of knowledge will help."

"This… is quite the odd… appearance Fiddlesticks… It may have change but your aura is as dreadful as ever" he chuckled a bit, feeling the cold running down his spine as he turned his back on him. "I will show you the way to the Psychology section. I suppose we should find you a book about human behaviour." It felt weird to see Fiddlesticks in such… an odd form, but he was a champion, though he did not share the same goals, he would receive help as he asked for it.



azir-the-emperor-of-the-sands asked: Hello librarian did you get any interesting book? i would like to read one, for relax a little bit. *The emperor asked to the librarian crossing his arms and waiting for an answer*

"Search the shelves Azir. I am certain you will find some scrolls fitting for your taste. I would suggest something though from the science section. As the mortals have progressed far beyond your current knowledge", he was snarky and had little interest to speak with Azir. He did not share his goals nor his wishes.



the-butcher-of-the-sands asked: The canine would feel a familiar presence behind him as he walked through the institute of war. The Giant reptile emerged out of the shadows his eyes filled with furious passion for bloodshed as he approached the curator snarling like the crazed beast beast he was. One of his giant claws was wrapped around the infamous crescent blade with which he had cut down so many over the years. But he kept his weapon low, advancing towards Nasus step by step.




As Nasus felt the presence of his brother his stature immediately changed. It almost felt like as they were back on the fields. But despite the fact that Renekton had bloodlust in his eyes he had kept his weapon low. Nasus did the same, stomped his Was onto the ground and stood tall above all like he always did. He knew his brother was dangerous but something seemed different from him. It was not like him to keep his weapon low, though they were bound the institute rules and their battle would end quickly with both being restricted by it. So what had Renekton in mind to advance Nasus like this…


Oh what fun this would be, were his thoughts as he felt the eyes of the summoner. It was a certain uneasiness he felt, not just simple that it was something he hadn’t felt in quite a while. It was disgust, for once to see his brother, and as well for how pitiful he was held back. With a heavy sigh he felt part of tension ease as he eyed his brother and looked down upon him. Pain rushed through his heart for a moment. “What is that you wish to talk about? His reign is over. Shurima was meant to fall and it will stay underneath the sands of time”, he had to hold back a growl as he detested the mere though of that power hungry bird to rise again on his position as a ruler.

Though he was sure about his words he seemed still about another matter angered. Clenching his grip around his Was and a quickl glare to the Summoners made clear he hesiated to talk about the matter in front of these pawns. “Speak your mind… what are your concerns towards him?” He couldn’t deny, he was intrigued to hear his brothers thoughts on this subject.

Renektons arms and hands seemed strained by the invisible magic the summoners had cast on him to keep the beast in control. His tail being the only non restricted part of his body, lashed out and twitched furiously. His lips formed to a snarrel he looked at Nasus again. The thought of decapitating his brother while he was unweary was creeping into his mind, earning the reptile something akin to a shock from the summoners who slowly peeled away at the layers of his mind. Renekton emitted a how of anger marked with pain, pain which he would never want his brother to see, he would rather die than have the curator see him weak and in agony. Renekton snapped his jaw at the imaginary shackles that bound his body tasting nothing but air before he turned his attention back to the canine. "w-what do you make of him I must ask." Renekton growled crunching his jaw as the pain rushed through his body once more, most of all it hurt the beasts pride, to be bound and shackled like this in front of his mortal enemy, brother or not. One of the summoners had a special distaste for the Butcher for unknown reasons to Renekton. The man placed great strain on his right leg shocking it with the pain of being impaled by a lance. With a snarl Renekton keeled in front of Nasus which sent him into a furious rage. His anger lasted only seconds as he exhausted himself to much against the unbreakable bonds of the summoners. Lightly panting the crocodile raised one rage infested eye at his brother. "what is your verdict, Nasus ?" he growled his teeth crunching and fists clenched. 

"That is rare…" he mumbled. A quick glance to the Summoner who strained his brother more then it was necesarry made him feel a bit of pity. But, Renekton was long lost. "My Judgement upon him is that he is not to be followed. He proved once to be foul and corrupted. He clings to the past glory of Shurima as he does not realise the future is now to be build. I will not seek him for answers, if he does seek me out, I will do nothing and send him back into the dunes and ruins of Shurima. Nothing good ever happens when you do not learn from the past mistakes" Nasus had put his trust into the Mortals. That they would create a future fitting for their own. Azir abused his power as a ruler and that was against Nasus’s desires.

"Azir will find in me, no ally but what about you, Renekton? Will you seek the man? What is your verdict on him?" He kept his staff ready as he took a deep breathe. Every second that Renekton resided within his grasp made him more uneasy then before. He wanted to end it, it was beyond his desire for Nasus to have this shell of Renekton in front of him. But it was hard to avoid his eyes like this in the past. Where he hoped for a cure. But this time was done, he had to move on.